this song means a lot to me, and i poured my heart in to it.

the following is based on actual events.

Runnin’

feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ to

my heart was whole i fucked around and then i split the one in two

i would fly to the moon or even split the sun in two

im stuck between these stations but i’m happy you’re the one that grew

and you should always know i’ll be the one that’s always lovin you

and hatin’ me why the fuck i had to do the things i’d do

i mean it when i- apologize i hope you know i do

only time i ever feel i’m standin’ tall is when i’d stand by you

uh, i can’ fix it yo there’s no glue

i broke the ceiling on purpose i won’t repair the roof

so everytime that it rains you know that i’ll be there with you

i was your world, the world is cruel damn i wasn’t fair to you

feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

dear gravity hold me as my hot breath floats

and they say life’s a beach guess that’s why i’m livin’ on the coast

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feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ 

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’

feels feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ 

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’

feels feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

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if i said i didn’t have regrets you know that i’d be lying

i’ve come to terms with what i did just know that i am not denying

i just hope with both halves of my heart that you can see me trying

but i also need to thank you because you got me writing

and i can face the truth like a man

in the future i’ll be facing the mirror to do that

i’m trying to make something good out of something bad

so i stopped sleeping in and i stood out of bed

i’m on my way to the top and you’ll be proud of me

wherever you are i hope that you will get loud with me

get in the crowd with me, whenever i have found the key

this weight that is bound to me,

finally able to pronounce that me, 

now i’m free, now i’m me

the old old me, no more cold me

thank you for me, you held the door for me

and so much more for me, 

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feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ 

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’

feels feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ 

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’

feels feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ 

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’

feels feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’ 

feels feels like im runnin never findin’ out where i’m runnin’

feels feels like i’m runnin’ and i’m findin’ out the road is lonely

the road is only photos frozen total man i’m goin postal

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and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

guess that’s why i’m livin’ on the coast

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

guess that’s why i’m livin’ on the coast

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

guess that’s why i’m livin’ on the coast

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

and they say life’s a beach

guess that’s why i’m livin’ on the coast